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<PurpleCat> hi! this is riley's inbox!
<PurpleCat> if you need me for anything, let me know.
<PurpleCat> that's why this exists :)
<FarkleNation>
>Message me when you have a few moments.
>It might take me a bit but I'll get to it quickly.
<PurpleCat>
whats going on?
<FarkleNation>
>Well, nothing specifically right now.
>Aside from you know.
>I don't think we should let Maya go out to do...what she does alone.
<PurpleCat>
u know what i mean
i know its bad rn
i dont think so either
<FarkleNation>
>There's still a lot more people.
>We could take turns going with her. Or I can go.
>I don't think she'll ever let you.
<PurpleCat>
ill use it if i have to
she cant say no to ring power
<FarkleNation>
<PurpleCat>
desperate times call for desperate measures tho
<FarkleNation>
>You don't need to be fighting with Maya, too.
<PurpleCat>
shes my best friend too
<FarkleNation>
>But if all of us argue with her she'll feel cornered.
>That's not what any of us wants.
>I won't stop you; You're better at this kind of thing.
<PurpleCat>
but also i think i need to do it anyway for her
i dont want her to feel cornered but i think we should work together too still
<FarkleNation>
>I'll follow your lead.
<PurpleCat>
well work it out soon
<FarkleNation>
>We'll always work it out.
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>That wasn't the question.
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>Because I'm not.
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but i need to be fine for maya
shes everything but fine
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but i need to be able to pull her back too
and not being fine might just make her think theres more reasons to keep doing what shes doing
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>Then come to me.
>I'll always be here for you.
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and ill always be here for you
thats what friends are for
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[even if maya seems to think otherwise.]
<BACKDATED TO FEB14> BECAUSE I CAN
It reads:
Time doesn't stop,
It only catches up here
Here or there
There or here
People change people
You grow
You love
Against all odds
The sun shines brightest
Karma ]
<seaweedbrain>
I told this to Maya but I wanted to make sure you knew too. I'm so sorry about Farkle, I know you guys were really close and if I can do anything, if you need me for ANYTHING I'm right down the hall. wake me up at three in the morning, I don't care. If you need me, I'm here.
hang in there ok sis? *hug*
<PurpleCat>
thank you percy
i will remember that i promise
but i probably won't wake you up at 3am so u don't have to worry about that
i really miss him though :(
<seaweedbrain>
I miss him too. :( not as much as you I'm sure. But he's a really great kid and you can tell he really cares about you and Maya.
<PurpleCat>
if hes happier not being here then thats a good thing
but ive known him since i was little and its weird not having him around anymore
<seaweedbrain>
it's ok to be sad. it's ok to miss him. It's a good thing, it means he was important to you.
but also he wouldnt want you to be sad for too long. its ok to be happy without him too, that's what he'd want.
[Pot, meet kettle.]
<PurpleCat>
but i cant not be sad
i cant be sad for too long anyway because maya needs me to be happy
<seaweedbrain>
I'd miss you but I can handle myself.
I get what you mean about putting on a brave face too, and maybe that's something I can do. if you need a break from being happy you can come hang out with me, we don't even have to talk, but you can feel whatever you need to for a bit.
anyway you know where to find me.
<PurpleCat> I'M STILL HERE FOR YOU IN THIS POST backtagging away
i wouldnt mind hanging out tho
u might even see me in a bit
<seaweedbrain> I am happy to backtag into infinity <3
if you ever do go back home, if you remember me, I hope you remember this convo too so you don't have to worry about me.
Like I said anytime I'm home you're welcome to come hang. I'm not going anywhere at least not tonight.